Together at 16 & 17 for about a year, we then split and we’re friends for a while but kind of just went seperate ways and stopped talking. He moved on with a girl I used to be friends with. I was obviously gutted when I found out as those feelings for him never really went away and I have always thought about him. Couple years later I met a guy and now have 2 DC. Up and down relationship tbh & very on and off. First love lives with his girlfriend. (I’ve heard through friends he is unhappy). Last year I bumped into my first love, we spoke and laughed and it was very emotional. We spoke about the future and he says who knows what the future holds. He kissed me. He told me that he will always care about me. We then haven’t spoken since and he has blocked me :/ I haven’t been able to stop thinking of him even more now and it’s just really sad. I constantly wonder if in the future we will find our way back to each other again. I am left feeling confused… does he feel the same?