I feel very lonely in my marriage. I feel we’re not on the same page about anything. Sex is excellent but that’s basically it. I feel he does things just to annoy or upset me.
one small example was tonight I bought a candle and lit it. He came into the kitchen and went off his rocker!!!! He said How dare I open his candle !! (He’d bought the same candle for his office which was on the worktop ) No apology I told him he was out of order bu to be honest I was so hurt. I feel he only gives me time/ attention when he wants sex.
I was quite ill and I was told to go to hospital that night after seeing an emergency doctor. I couldn’t ask him to take me as he was annoyed I was ill. I got a terrible text from him telling me I was an ungrateful shit and ended it with fuck u.
i read that text at midnight when I was at the emergency doctor I was so upset as I was really ill.
I waited until Sunday night and could t put up with the pain anymore and I told him he had to take me to the hospital 45 minutes away. He said he was having a really crap weekend and he needed to rest and generally making me feel terrible. I was so sick he had to help me to the car !
He’s highly critical I feel so sad I want to be able to talk properly to my partner and enjoy their company. I want to feel valued. I’m too scared to leave as with the cost of living I’m not sure I’d manage. We’ve been together for so long. Thanks for reading