I really do not know where to start as i NEVER THOUGHT she would go this far.
my lovely beautiful mum tryed to kill herself on friday night.
i am finding so hard to type as to put it in words makes me cry.
my sister called friday and said please come,when i got to her house she was in a awful state.screaming she hates her life and wishes it f*ing worked.she looked into my eyes and said she wants to die her life is s**t.
the hospital did all tests on her and she was ok she spoke to a psychiatric which she said was good (not on the night)he said she is depressed needs help but she said NO.
my dad has always been controling at the start 40 years back he used to hit and mentaly abuse her.she got a restraning order on him but TOOK HIM BACK.
He has never hit her from then but he has the worst temper and she is frightend of him.
she would not let me stay with her last night and i feel so afaird of what she will do.i took all pills from the house.
I have spoken to her today and she said she is going to put upwith it.she said dad is doing everything for her.
but i know this is just a act from him,he has eaten away at her brain and me and my sister are stuck for what to do.
i offered her to live with me but she said i have my own life,but she is a part of mt life and i love her and want to take care of her.please she is the best mum.