So found not so DH had a duvet and pillows, candles, sex toys, baby wipes and fairy lights set up in the back of his dirty old van 😢 fucking prick admitted he’s been texting the OW for 18 months. Our baby is 18 months! He had a secret phone. Found he had bought her a dyson hairdryer on 20 Feb and a few days before I got a box of chocs for Valentine’s Day and then Mother’s Day a few weeks later I got a hot water bottle as both times he stated we were skint! I feel like such a fool for still loving him. I wish I didn’t and it would be so much easier. I feel I’ve invested so much time and energy into our beautiful life and he’s shit all over it. He’s saying he loves me and he ended it a couple of months ago “because he realised”. I wish he would just walk away with OW and make it easier as it feels like I’m the one splitting up the family. I previously posted asking for advice because of suspicious behaviour and I’ve felt like I’ve been going crazy all this time. My heart is broken 😞