I feel at rock bottom. I just wanted to leave him and he's been vile at every turn and tried to stop me. We still live together but he's shown signs of agreeing to sell. Now he's using access to our son to control me. I can't stand it. He's been so disinterested in him really until now, but now he always tries to stop me going anywhere by saying he needs to see him. He threatened to take him and not tell me where. He now denies this and says I'm anxious and paranoid.
Will life ever get better because right now I feel I want to go live back to my parents just to escape him. I had so much going for myself and all I wanted was to leave. I'm a shell of my former self and can barely eat or sleep