I'm a mama bear to 3 children, but with everything going the way it is, it feels like I have triple the amount of kids. My partner lately has started lashing out at me verbally and a few times it's gotten to the point where I either keep quiet and let him get it all out or I'm practically begging him to wait until the kids are asleep or in another room. We have had fights before but it's never been like this.
I feel like I spend most of the time from when I'm awake until I'm asleep in tears, on the verge of tears of walking on eggshells because I am afraid one wrong move, action or word from me will have me being belittled and screamed at and having every flaw pointed out while having any mistakes I've made in the past used against me.
I am trying so hard not to shatter everyday and fail my kids but how can I fix this or make things better for me? I'm sick of crying myself to sleep and wishing I was good enough to not be abused and treated like a piece of crap someone's stood on.
Any advice? Tips? HELP! I'm desperate 😪