I’ve had a few different relationships but two Major ones. The first one left me when I was in prison- after 4 years. And the second had a mental health breakdown: resulting in hospital. She was from abroad so went back home after it..
it’s been about 10 years and I got into spirituality about 10 years ago when second gf had breakdowns often so much because I’ve been diagnosed schizophrenic… I too had gone in and out of hospital since she leaving me.
I swear I’m more borderline personality disorder due to breaks in vision and numerous other things..
I started believing that I was suffering from symptoms (head tingles and muttering under the breathe even when I wasn’t the one doing it) I thought it was entanglement?
at least your born and die and attraction and karma helps you attract the best life for your self- we don’t always get what we want but (slowly) and I’ve developed a deeper understanding that this life and the many more I will go on to live ( at least this is what I believe disclaimer why would I make it harder for my self if we die only once- with some understanding I’ve come to terms with the fact my soul has chosen to reincarnate)
I struggled with that for the last three years- going over all the possible ways I could die and came to a fund where I settled on the way I was going to die.. with the odds against me && coming to terms with the pain- I found the only way I could face it was head on… a straight line..
or I would just refuse my self.. not believe in my self- have no confidence in the self..
I decided that I would be a different person at the end of my reincarnations and that person was typically the stigma I always desired. I was half way there anyway I found in my relationships I was aloof, narcissistic… I cared for them all and we communicated well… I paid for everything, house, food, presents, holidays, we lived a lavish lifestyle -chauffeurs, penthouses and business class holidays. We had the latest gadgets and shopped weekly.
{I always use to think that how could you be with a person if you had a twin flame or soulmates}
didn’t you want to keep something for them?
be brand new?
but I figured what I’m doing my twin flame is doing (after much thought- I’m moving my right arm she’s moving her left) —- I figured it would be the same arm..
all this was confirmed in a dream.
I started dreaming of my soulmates (alternate realities, universes) was confirmed. The things I had been experiencing was confirmed.
and loads of things I had learned previously spiritually was confirmed.
I now dream of my soulmates and twin flame 4 times a week.
I didn’t think anything about it at first but I started to find my soulmates on YouTube, instagram and some low budget celebrity’s..
some were with husbands; this life time. Even Children. ( but they had stretch marks and one just underwent a tummy tuck because it was so bad…But I had access to them daily with daily content..
in the dreams would go on and speculate about said coincidences - tell me that we all have karma and attraction and we would be ready for one and other in the future..
I fell into the stock market when she suggested I should trade daily- I make a decent amount.. and after analysing the charts the dreams with her would tell me what times and what to trade.. I had a decent life anyway… but I’ve come to the point I’m as financially stable as they are.. all my soulmate are well off.. my tf says she isn’t in the world yet and often shows her self in many images that she would reincarnate into..
if I’m being honest she looks like me. Her reincarnation body’s compliment mine.
I got carried away the last year- but I know apart of schizophrenia celebrity soulmates etc are a symptom- but I can’t brush away the coincidences.. the trading and this has to be so much more than just luck??