Hi guys. This is my first time posting. I am desperately seeking advice. I am currently 5weeks pregnant. Me and my boyfriend have been together for 1 year (on and off at the start). He is what I would call verbally abusive. He accuses me of cheating, he calls me a dirty whore, he said I am a desperate maid (because I clean for a living), he said my family are a disgrace and that I’m a dirty gypsy (my parents are of Roma gypsy heritage)…. He said that girls from his country dress like women and I dress like a whore. He has sent me pictures of his exes and told me he is going to f**ck them because they are prettier than me. He said I smell and need to shower( he says this to me at least 3 times a week even though I shower twice a day!!) he says I’m fat and look like a dog. But the thing that hurts me the most, is that at least 5 times a day he calls me a whore. I forgave ALL of this because I love him. This is just a few things to name, I could type forever. Since becoming pregnant, I stupidly thought he would change… (unplanned / unexpected pregnancy), however he is only getting worse. I am so scared to have an abortion but I am also so scared to be tied to this man for life. He has put his hands round my neck in the past and grabbed my arms and left bruises, however I hit him back and he says i have no right to be upset because I hit him back. He also forces me to apologise when I haven’t done anything wrong. I am so worried and need some advice, I really wanted this baby but I do not want to raise it alone, I think an abortion is the best option but I would really appreciate any opinions!!