Ok so i am probably a horrible person but I dont know what else to do.
My mom is driving me crazy...we don't live together but when she visits she stays for few weeks and I am happy because DS loves having family over and we have no one around.
I had very happy childhood and my parents are fairly normal people. No one is perfect and as an adult I can see what behaviours I dont want to follow but its nothing really major, very pity things. She is well educated and always supported us. Till today she helps as much as she can and would probably give everything away in order to help of of their children.
But she is so annoying me....I hate having her around, I dont know how to talk to her, she is so hard to be living with and yet. I am just so different than her. Feeling this way about her always made me feel like I am the bad one and have to work on myself. And I do! currently taking medicine for my depression, working on myself, have an amazing husband and DS etc etc. and I genuinely thought I will like her company more since 'its me' issue. I am afraid I still dont like to be around her and it makes me feel really upset...
What is wrong with me?