Two years ago I left my husband, it had been miserable for years and I had never gotten over him cheating on me a few years previously.
I moved out and got into a relationship with a man I worked with pretty soon after (way too soon I know) . I fell for this man really hard and really quickly, and for the first few months it was amazing! It soon turned bad and we argued a lot … I don’t know weather it was all in my mind but I just felt I couldn’t trust him (not that he gave me any reason to not trust him). My behaviour was all over the place and he would get moody with me. We both agreed to end it after about six months.
I ended up having a bit of a breakdown and was in a really bad place for a good while.
He was still nice to me after the breakup- we had to keep it civil for work. I have since been a really horrible person to him.. even though I still really love him! I just can’t get over it. I think he still cares but I doubt he would ever want to try again.
I just can’t seem to get over him even though it was a year ago.
I have tried dating, but no one is him.
My life is good and I’m generally happy, but all I want is him.