I'm 31, currently 8 weeks pregnant and have been with my partner for 3 years. All I've ever wanted in life is to be a mum and there was doubts I'd fall pregnant, so as you can imagine it was a huge shock. I own my own property and currently live by myself. However, the last year or so, my relationship has become toxic. Our fights are really bad and nasty. There has been incidents where my partner has attacked me and police have been called. Also, whenever we argue, he calls me lots of names commenting on my weight/appearance, putting me down etc. He has tracked my messages before and destroyed my house. I suffer from really bad mental health and he often says I'm messed up in the head. He is very excited about this baby but I don't feel the same. I'm ashamed to say it but I've been considering a termination and spoke to the professionals already. I'm terrified that I will never get this chance again but honestly don't know what to do. Any help/advice would be appreciated.