My boyfriend will be moving to a different city soon to start a new job. It is too far to visit practically as I am a single parent.
We discussed that we could keep seeing each other until the last day but I know it would just get harder as the time went on.
I left him yesterday. He understood.
I have gone from crying constantly to massive, sobbing panic attacks.
I have to work in the same building as him on Monday. I know he will stay well away from me but I have no idea how I am going to get through work. Even the thought of driving up the familiar driveway is making me stressed!
The whole breakup has made it very clear to me that my life is actually quite shit and I will be returning to that. There is 0% chance of my finding anyone remotely similar (he's a different nationality, language, he's much younger than me etc).
I'm really struggling with it today.