I'm not making excuses for myself (or maybe I am) but my baby is 5 months old and I've just started taking the pill so I am aware that i can sometimes be a bit hormonal or over react and I am questioning myself over this. My partner and I have had a bit of an arguing spell over Xmas. Our baby doesn't sleep and it's caused us to be quite snappy with each other. Come to new years eve and he told me he wouldn't spend the evening with me because "we would argue". So I spent the night alone with my daughter. Then new years day he told me he's going out for "a few". I did get my back up slightly because I felt like we hadn't seen each other over new year. Anyways he went out. Messaged me saying he got in at 3am. I live in a small town and one of my friends saw him out and told me it was probably innocent but he was chatting to a girl and when he saw my friend look over he said be careful because someone's watching us. It's made my stomach drop. It could very well have been an innocent conversation with her but when I brought it up he told me doesn't have time for this drama and that I'm completely over reacting.