Is it just me who reacts so strongly to certain songs?
A song just came on a TV advert (actually a really good song) but fuck me, my heart hit the floor when I heard it and I felt a wave of sickness. I haven't heard it for years, it's one of the many songs in the 2006/2007 era I cannot listen to. I was going through the most horrific heartbreak all revolving around a sadistic, abusive cunt who wouldn't get through the front door today.
Brought it all back in a nano second. I remember the pain, trauma, the way his clothes smelled, the way his skin felt, the clothes I wore, the tears, the flat I was living in at the time, the nasty texts, the worry, walking around like an emaciated skeleton, the whole fucking nightmare. Even the theme tunes to things I was watching on TV at the time. Sometimes having an awesome memory is really shit.
Song was... "Fill My Little World" 💔