I am sooooo mad. Yesterday can probably go down as one of the worst. I spent an emotionally harrowing morning giving the details of my childhood abuser(my cousin)to another girl who he also abused so she can decide to go to the police if she wants to. Then I get home and my 4 yr old ds accidentally clicks on a porn site that my p (not dp) left on there. Anyway I managed to close it before it loaded thankfully. I don't particularly like dp using porn but I understand men are visual creatures etc but the name of the site rang bells so I looked at it when dc's were out of the way. I was horrified that although the site claims the girls are 18 one looked no more than 14. And the word exploited was used. So I had it out with him and he played the 'clicked on it accidentally' card. I don't believe him. Plus, he thinks the only thing he's done wrong is not cleared the history! I am so mad at him. I had a baby 12 weeks ago and I'm in bed breastfeeding while he's looking at this s**t. AND he fecking nearly exposes our son to it. I just feel like kicking him very hard and leaving him impotent and alone. Aaaaarrrrgggh!