I bumped into an old friend. There is no romantic history with us but there is something there now.
I haven't acted upon it but definitely could.
If you read back through previous threads of mine you will see it's been a challenging time with my H this past year. We have been attempting to make it work; we had counselling, he has social services support and our family are giving us opportunities to rekindle by having the kids.
We got back together because I felt like I had to give marriage a proper go (family weren't supportive of us separating) plus he isn't financially stable and splitting up the family home would be very difficult, especially with our kids' disabilities.
I'm a shit for trying to justify my feelings for this old friend. But I wanted to give context.
I've spent a while thinking about what to do on my own, I've no one I can talk to about this IRL. I need to end things with H, properly sort out my own place with the kids first, before even acting on these feelings.
But I've no idea how.