Last year a short term ex from a long time ago messaged and apologised. His life had gone in a erratic spiral over the years and he eventually ended up in a bad place.
He now seemed to be on the right track. Our time together was a fast fall and quite intense. But he could be erratic and would push me away at times. I ended up confused and hurt and literally walked away. When he messaged i appreciated it.
Not long after I bumped into him in town. He talked a lot particularly about himself. But we avoided some of the elephants in the room! I now feel I am in a better more confident place that I would like a proper conversation. To find out what really went on and why and to shove it all back in its box. I know he has issues with honesty and is complicated but is it worth it?