I'm a bad person. I messed up my life with a (non-sexual) affair with my friends husband. It's over a year now since my husband found out. We're trying to make things work but he obviously has no trust in me and in April last year he started a sexual relationship with a younger woman. He ended the relationship after a couple of months in an effort to try and make things work for us. We have three children together. A lot of the time things are good for us but he still has major trust issues and I have constant worries about that other girl. I don't want us to break up.
I also have no friends. I lost them all due to the affair.
I'm lonely. I feel lost. I'm uncomfortable living in the area but can't move because of the kids.
I'm feeling hopeless. How do I find new friends?? I don't really have a hobby or the confidence to go out and start a new hobby without someone else with me.
I know I'm a bad person, but I could really do with a friend for support.