Tried to escape what I’ve believed to be an unhealthy casual ‘thing’ for ages now. Each time I’ve failed and gone back…. The situation hit me hard last night and I removed avenues of communication once again for my own state of mind.
Anyone here been through similar and can give a handhold that I am strong enough to do this? And there’s hope on the other side of a connection, that although has it’s good bits, is ultimately never going anywhere and is just leaving me feeling ignored, confused and like sloppy seconds and thirds continuously…whilst taking up way too much head space.
And for anyone considering ‘ fwb ‘ - for some it needs to come with a health warning….