That's all I can call it at the moment, it's too painful to say the S or D word yet.
We've had problems since we had our daughter and at the beginning of the year I was almost completely set on us breaking up but at the last moment I decided we would give it one last try.
But now I found out he's been talking to another woman and has been looking for somewhere to move out to. So we are breaking up.
My question is, why is this so absolutely soul crushing? I'm beyond devastated even though I know that this can't work anymore.
Breaking up is the right thing to do so why do I want to die? Why do I want to suddenly just put up with all his shit and stay as we are?