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Is this relationship even worth it?

14 replies

Rogeraj · 09/10/2022 14:49

My wife recently demanded that my 7 year old daughter never show her face at our apartment due to the child’s unbearable behavior.
We have been married for 2 years and we both have 7 years old daughters from our previous marriages. We also have a 1 year old together and she’s now 8 weeks pregnant. My wife lived in Ethiopia her entire life and I sponsored her to come to Canada with her daughter where they arrived in the summer of 2022.
It’s true as being the only child for my ex and I, my daughter may have been spoiled, but her behavior is not far from an average 7 year old. Since my separation nearly 3 years ago, I have discussed and educated about her behavior on a DAILY basis, and it seems to be working very well especially with emotional swings, defiance and anger. But soon as my daughter started living with her sibling in the summer, she developed a feeling of jealousy and I have been working very hard by avoiding things that may generate any kind of jealousy and teaching about love, sharing and caring for one another.
On the positive side, my daughter has become more independent and can easily perform daily tasks such as bathing by herself, dressing on her own, making her bed, folding her clothes and much more with little to no guidance and support. The changes for the better however are never acknowledged by my wife. When my daughter first met my wife, her behavior was not acceptable, but her behavior seems to be all new to my wife nowadays.
Aside from the children, my wife and I survived a never ending quarrelling in 2 years that most couples may not experience in a lifetime. She lied countless times and tricked me into lending her thousands of dollars which she can never pay it back. I was not in a position to confront her lies and deceives because I could not afford risking our relationship for trust issues. My wife has threatened to leave me many times since our child was born. My wife did all these after knowing I’m going through financial struggle post separation, post job loss and post pandemic.
She has also accused me of cheating on her several times, accused me of attempting to steal our child and going back to my ex, accused me of deceiving her with fake immigration documents to sponsor her and daughter to Canada. However, I never cheated on her, didn’t steal her child and both my wife and step daughter successfully came to Canada. I also think it’s safe to say that my wife doesn’t contribute to the housework as much as I would like her to. I am always tired and never have the chance to take a break from the children, kitchen, laundry and so on. She would not help anything with our 1 year old all weekdays and most weekends.
I have let all these slide, but I think she crossed the line when demanding my daughter out of the apartment. My daughter has a mom, however, we have a shared parenting time and our daughters have nothing but love for one another.
As of now, my wife returns from work at night and she immediately gets upset with anything and everything, and she has started being abusive towards me and my children that everyone has to fear her and start running away. For instance, she would get very mad at her daughter for talking or playing with my daughter and instruct her not to eat anything I give her when she’s not home. She also calls my daughter "bastard" instead of her name. I try to fight back to defend the kids, but she has been unbearable.
For me, this marriage is mostly about our children. Not just mine but hers too and that’s why our children come first. It’s also fair to say I loved her to let all the other issues slide.
Until now, I am trying to suck it up because she’s pregnant and I’m obligated to financially support her and daughter for many years as per immigration rules. I am not looking forward to another separation but should I grant her wish and live peacefully instead of this abusive relationship?
My previous relationship has not been nearly as bad as this. 12 years of relationship and we always treated each other respectfully. Our different religious beliefs and family pressure are the only reasons that led to our separation. We also have a preeminent co-parenting arrangement as we both want the best interest of our daughter.
I love my wife and my children, but I have to face reality and make a tough choice for our future which I need your help for.

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tiredmumma93 · 09/10/2022 14:54

No it's not worth it... if someone ever called my child a name that would be game over. Let alone anything and everything else

Rogeraj · 09/10/2022 15:01

At one point when we had verbal argument, she instructed her daughter to go to the neighbor and call the police that I'm physically hurting her. If this relationship is not worth it, how can I survive a separation again? I barely survived before I'm afraid I could be homeless. I do not think I can afford peace.

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catell01 · 09/10/2022 15:07

You do realise this is abuse? Are you seriously considering not letting your child into your home anymore to save your marriage? Not only would I be putting my own DC first, I'd be fighting for custody of your shared DC

PoseyFlump · 09/10/2022 15:08

What are you getting out of this relationship @Rogeraj? It sounds like you're a meal ticket. Sorry.

tiredmumma93 · 09/10/2022 15:08

Rogeraj · 09/10/2022 15:01

At one point when we had verbal argument, she instructed her daughter to go to the neighbor and call the police that I'm physically hurting her. If this relationship is not worth it, how can I survive a separation again? I barely survived before I'm afraid I could be homeless. I do not think I can afford peace.

Why would you keep yourself and your child/ children in this awfully toxic environment?

You start gathering evidence, make contact with companies/ charities who can offer help with your situation and you get out asap.

Why would even consider staying in this?

Rogeraj · 09/10/2022 16:00

Thank you so much.

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Rogeraj · 09/10/2022 16:20

I recorded her one time on my phone when she said 'bastard" to my daughter's face. (she's 7 and understood what she said). Is this enough evidence to take it to the police? I have also recorded her several times on my phone threatening to kick both me and my daughter out of the apartment.

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Rogue1001MNer · 09/10/2022 17:59

And yet you continued to have sex with her

Opentooffers · 09/10/2022 18:26

She abuses you and your DC. Does she sometimes force you to have sex with her too somehow, so you can have more DC that you can't afford and abuse? She's only pregnant by 8 weeks, and you say she doesn't look after the child you have together already. Great idea to impregnate her again. You do however mention that you lost you job, and she is working so it sounds like you might be a house husband? Perhaps look into returning to the job market so you can afford a split -though if she's the one working it would be her paying you.
While you're at it, get a vasectomy, because bleating on about being skint while creating more children and more work for yourself, is madness.

BadNomad · 09/10/2022 19:39

Dude. Really? You split up with your wife, shipped a practical stranger over from Ethiopia not even a year later, got her pregnant pretty much right away, have fought like the devil ever since, let her abuse your daughter, and then got her pregnant again. That's fucked up. You need to leave her and not be so stupid again.

Pineappleskies · 09/10/2022 19:46

My heart goes out to you. I hope you find the strength to move forward. Although it is scary and things won't get better straight away, in time without her abuse and the fear, you will be able to build a good life for yourself and your family.

I'm not sure the police can help you but you do need legal advice on issues like the home, finance and access to children.

AnneLovesGilbert · 09/10/2022 20:03

My heart does not go out to you.

What the fuck have you been playing at? 4 weeks ago you had unprotected sex with someone who treats your child like shit. Why?! You’ve made so many horrendous and dangerous mistakes it’s hard to believe. You’ve put your child in an invidious position and twice got this total arsehole of a woman pregnant. You need to have a serious word with yourself and practise damage limitation.

Rogeraj · 09/10/2022 20:22

Sorry I had to be clearer. I do have a job now for 3 months and we lived in Canada together for 4 months only. We lived together in Ethiopia for the majority of the 2 years we have been married. I have managed to forget and move on from our issues, but it's only been 2 weeks since she want to kick my daughter or both of us out of the apartment. I guess you can say I can't tolerate it anymore. We always have planned to having this child in her belly, but not like this.

I have lived most of my life in Canada and only moved to Ethiopia after divorce of 12 years of r/ship and job layoff after 14 years of employment. Everything happened quick in succession with the pandemic.

I could definitely not be able to afford a lawyer for now, but I have already began contacting community services and help lines for domestic abuse.

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Ludo19 · 09/10/2022 20:31

Bloody hell. You let her call your daughter a bastard?? Does her mother know your wife called her that? If anyone spoke to a child of mine like that I'd wipe the floor with them.
Get a fucking backbone and get away from this abusive bitch before she ruins not only your daughters life but yours too. Oh and try and get custody of the ones you have with her as she doesn't sound like she has a maternal bone in her body.
Also for the record someone who constantly accuses someone of cheating is usually projecting their own behaviour.

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