Well he left over a week ago now and the house is much more peaceful, no atmosphere or walking on egg shells
He left on the Sunday and that same night I was told he'd slept with a girl in work, naturally they've both denied it 🤯 don't believe them for a second tho!
We've agreed to sell the house so since he's been gone I haven't stopped, de-cluttering, tip runs, cleaning ready for the pics which are being taken friday so the house should be on the market by the end of the week 🤞🏻
Why do I feel so up and down?! One minute I feel sad at the thought he obviously didn't care about me and the kids and all what he's lost the next I feel so angry and couldn't give two f*%ks for him the low life
Just wish I had a magic wand to fast forward a few months, house would have been sold and me and my babies back with my mother where we belong 😔
I did actually sit and write down all the negative things he's put me through and how he is and it was awful to see it written down cant believe I've been such an idiot he's taken me for a mug since day 1 really xx