At the beggining of this year I separated from my husband. I was the instigator although he agreed it needed to happen (but wants us to try again). Around the same time an ex messaged me. Asked if I wanted to meet sometime. I said sure but left it for a good few months. He's now nice but clearly not interested and I think seeing someone. Meanwhile in my head I created some lovely meeting of minds again. I just feel devastated even though I know its ridiculous. We were together several decades ago and I was the one who split with him, all it was now was a suggestion to meet up. I know my reaction is non- sensical but I'm just bloody so upset.