Id like some opinions.
Firstly i acknowledge i have trust and jealousy issues, which tend to cause arguments.
Im 39, so is my partner, been together 15+ years, no kids.
My partner drinks alot, not all the time, but will get completely out of her face drunk, ive had to call an ambulance once, and regularly is difficult to understand with slurring. At an event i couldnt find her, got quite worried, she was not overly drunk for a change, but found her tucked away smoking in a corner with another guy, i reactly badly, she said nothing was going on, but i cant stop over thinking. I dont understand the drinking in excess, she refuses to change, we only have sex when shes drunk. So my head believes she gets horny when drunk and i think thats why i worry too much.
Im struggling to understand how to trust someone who is out of control at times? Or is it all just me and being over the top. Im at a loss and considering walking away but i do love her but its killing me inside.