So basically husband n I have had many many ups and downs.. himself and his school time ex got back in touch n was msging each other love u miss u etc etc..
this was 6 years ago...
Since then I've always felt second best...
2 years ago I got a random add on a social media site..
A guy.. totally random apart from one person in common between us who is my relative abut a far acquaintance of the guy..
We start chatting normal...
i ask him why he added me he said he liked my pix n found he had a connection with the things I shared.. ( quotes.. sayings..)
So we chat for a few months as friends n it gets a bit flirty.. he is 10 years younger but doesn't seem it in the way he converses and his outlook on life..
I told him I was feeling distant from husband n told him why..
He said if he was in husbands place he would feel proud to have me as a wife n j wouldn't ever treat me the way husband has..
So anyway now we r at the one year plus mark and he has made plans for me to be in his life...
we have not met yet due to covid and being in different countries... he is in my home land where I do see myself in the future..
Things with husband r getting better but he is still always on his Fone around me I presume chatting to her who is also in the homeland..
Do I take the plunge or do I stay in a marriage where I'm not feeling it 100%
Pls be gentle... my heart n mind aching for some love n acceptance...
The guy is single by the way...