So after a breakup earlier this year from my partner of 16years with whom I share a mortgage and have two beautiful children, I am finding life hard. The last few years where really not healthy I was made to feel so small called names, pushed around and generally belittled. Our sex life was practically non existent for over a year and I did try a lot and started to think there must be something wrong with me.as we spent no time together anymore or anything.
I then found out early this year he had formed a relationship with some one else and he never seemed to care at all how this made me feel, as you can imagine this knocked my self esteem quite a lot.
Few month down the line he still try’s to control what I do even though we are not together I can not fully block him out as he is the father to my children but this makes my life hard to live he even tells me how I’m live he is with this other person, but then says if I get someone else he would hurt them.
I really want to feel confident again and learn to trust others and hopefully find love again, but I just feel so worthless and like I don’t deserve any happiness.