Since finding out I was pregnant I have put aside my issues that I had with partner.
He is very excited about the baby I am too. I know he doesn't like me worrying however he has a lot on his plate already with recently losing his mum.
I am also worried about sex because at the moment I just don't want it because of a scare I had and waiting until after the 12 week scan.My partner went away to just work at event for a night. He was going to stay with a guy but ending up staying with some old lady. Her daughter was there and yesterday was quite jealous him talking about how he went and showed her how to get somewhere. He was honest about it all but didn't like it. So trying to put that aside it but he kept going on about her the whole evening. I did go quiet and think he knows I'm not happy. Trying to put aside that feeling because to focus on pregnancy and my teenager too. As he will be away again next weekend. I just don't want him to get tempted because he not getting sex here. I know probably he might be and whatever he chooses to do will deal with it. My main focus is my pregnancy and teenager.
I suppose I been reading threads here. The night my partner was away I was in tears. There was an FWB thread and I put and experience but it brought a lot of memories and feelings back and realized I do miss that person and what would they say about my current situation. I think they moved back to where they are from because of Brexit.
Really trying to not stress myself out with overthinking about my Partner or previous partners. With previous partners it's because for a long time I knew something was wrong with my fertility and ignored it. Then with my partner now had a recent laparoscopy so it's like what we wanted but still a shock it actually happened and do wonder what my ex and other partners will say. Sounds crazy but it's playing on my mind.
Do you think it's just pregnancy hormones?
Anyone feel like this?