Subject says it all. One night of his ridiculous behaviour and too much alcohol has resulted in a split that I can't begin to fathom. 2 child together. Spent all my adult life with him he's all I know.
It's been two weeks and I'm feeling weak so needed to get out my feelings. If I wasn't for my daughter witnessing this all I probably would have him back but I know I can't have her see this behaviour and think it's acceptable for a man to treat a woman this way. I can't even describe how horrific it was.
I'm really struggling in all honesty. I have a family member severely ill in a mental health hospital and my father was recently discharged from general hospital after an emergency operation. I don't want to put on to family even more as we are going through so much stress and worry as it is. Work colleagues keep telling me I need to take time off but work is literally the only thing that's normal in my life atm.
How do I get through this? We were together all of our adult lives I just never imagined it would end this way. My heart feels like it's shattered.