Feel so low

[Oscarbin]

I have posted a couple of times on here.

I'm the girl that was ghosted twice, after the first time I got back, I am still in the process of getting over the second time.

He was seen with someone else last week someone older, and since this day I am trying my best not to think about it, but I just seem to be feeling worse.

My friends are telling me to just switch off and not be bothered. I have started a transformation at the gym, and I am starting to look better but even trying to eat at the moment is hard.

I have his daughter on Social media and I dred to see anything on there, but I don't feel like I should delete her as she has done nothing wrong.

I have had this knot in my stomach for about 2 days now, the headaches are the worst and I am putting on this brave face for my children and work. It's been about 7 weeks now and I should be over it I know. It just hurts.

Last week I seen him around jn passing a few times around and this really knocked me too. I just don't know what the hell is wrong with me?

I do have a lot on at the moment, my mam is very very poorly with dementia, I am caring for my parents as well as my children and working full time. I just don't know what to do?

Do I go to the doctors and ask for something to help? Will I sound stupid? Nice answers only please x

Delete the daughter. No offense but she won't care if you delete her. You're just torturing yourself.

How busy are you at the moment? I would recommend filling your diary. I hope you feel better soon.

You’re really wasting a lot of time, energy and headspace on this person because you’re still in “ what could have been, what should have been” mode. I know, I did the same, what a waste of my valuable energy!!!
As pp said delete the daughter, and get out there and do things you want to do. Don’t let this man suck any more life from you.

So he ghosted you for the first time 7 weeks ago? How long was you together?

only time will make it easier, just keep waiting it out, your doing really well!!

So we were together only a year and a half, the first time was around the same time last year, Infact it actually popped up on my memories.

My friend text me on Sunday to say she had seen him, and that It couldn't be his girlfriend as she seemed to be a lot older but were in the direction to his house.

Through the week I have work I fit my gym in, but today it has hit me massively, like I've hit a concrete block, I would cry if I was by myself. When I look back I was used. He took this lady out and only took me out once. Mind we did start around the lock down.

I had been with my kids dad about 15 years and never at all felt like this.

I am just stuck.