me and DP broke up in pregnancy and as it got closer to the birth I really struggled with the fact I couldn’t share moments with anyone, specifically my ex who I loved a lot.
its been a few months now and he’s paid CM but no interest in our child. I am more or less over the relationship now but I am an emotional wreck about the things I have nobody to share with like rolling over, starting to speak, their first Xmas was hard etc. First time they dipped in the sea. I find it heartbreaking not to share with their dad. I have others around me like family and friends but it’s not the same.
will I get over this in time? It’s making me so sad. I used to update ex but stopped when he didn’t reply. Even doing that was a comfort though for a while. It’s nothing to do with wanting the relationship back, it’s over. But emotionally for our child it’s lonely.