So after thinking on my relationship for a while I think it's time I left. I'm very sure that this isn't the partner I want in my life and only being young I feel like I am wasting time here. He works long hours he comes home smokes passes out on sofa eating food rinse and repeat every single day. I pick up after him like his another child. I feel like a single mum as it is I hold down this house on my own and look after our child. The only thing he is supporting is finances which is next to nothing because he is in a commission only job and we have been struggling for weeks but he won't budge. I'm sick to death of eating my dinner on my own, going out on my own, going to bed on my own. I don't think he's actually doing wrong I just think we aren't compatible. I'd much rather live on a wage where we both work and have some company and be happy. Any advice on getting up and leaving. He will have no where to go so he can stay here so he can work ect But what to say is my problem I know he's going to be super super annoyed that I don't want to be here anymore. I'm thinking about going back to my family in essex.