I honestly don't really know what to do. I am not sure I love my husband anymore, honestly not even sure I like him much. I am not sure I know what a healthy relationship looks like, we met at 19 and have never really thought much about it until now. He shows little to no affection to me and I'm not sure what I am getting from the relationship anymore. He gives me the silent treatment when I make a desicion he doesn't like and goes against things I say to the kids.
We bicker almost every day to the point where our kids now argue with each other about anything and I am so worried its because of what they are seeing from us.
We both work full time (he earns around 20k more than me). Today he spent 2 hours watching a film with our daughter while I cleaned the whole house!
I am worried about what the future holds it we stay together but more worried about what would happen if we split.
Sorry its long xxx