My ex husband cheated on me and I ended it. Spent 2 years working on myself. Dating was much tougher than I thought but after 3 years on online dating sites I finally thought I found the one. He met my whole family, we travelled, were planning for our own family (wanted to start trying this summer ) and then he flipped - started being emotionally abusive and controlling (putting me down, constant criticism, extreme jealousy) - didn’t see any signs. I’m so upset and like normal love and relationship is just not for me. I always wanted big family, but time is running out. I just wanted to rant. So scared I’ll end up alone with cats . It’s so hard to find a good man these days. I’m also very introverted so the whole dating takes a lot out of me😞. I’m 34 now and I think I will never have family now recovering from this…