I just feel so angry and frustrated. This man made my life absolutely miserable. 3 days after I gave birth to our baby he text me to say he has a girlfriend who’s he’s been with for years so was basically cheating on her with me the whole time.
Idiot me got back with him as was desperate not to be a single mum again. He was horrible to me the whole time calling me names and putting me down. Was a rubbish dad to our baby . I had 2 abortions when I was with him that has left me with bad mental health problems . He made it clear both times he didn’t want the babies and I’d be doing it all alone.
I later found out he was so against me having the babies as he was still with that same women and she would have found out he was still sleeping with me if I’d of had the babies. I feel so so stupid . I really thought me and him were together and now I know he was with her all along and I was just a bit on the side .
I’ve been left with so many mental health problems and he’s off living his life being happy. They go on holidays, share a car etc . I’ve been suicidal and still get suicidal because of how he treated me and the abortions. I’m on 150mg anti depressants daily and have self harmed.
It just seems so unfair ? He came into my life , ruined it now he’s off enjoying his ?