I split from DH over a year ago after I had an affair with a man I absolutely adored ( don’t flame me, if you read my history on here I’ve not had an easy time). New partner and I split under very difficult circumstances and I did see him a couple of weeks ago for the first time this year , but the circumstances haven't changed and so we can’t be together. I’m really trying to move on.
I decided to join a dating site and I have actually hit it off and had great banter with one man. We went out on a date today, it was nice, we talked and laughed, he’s a gentleman and not bad looking , not my usual type though.
We agreed to meet again, but its just bringing back all the feelings i have for my old boyfriend. We were close friends for 17 years, I adore him , he feels the same but its just a non starter.
I don’t know if i should just keep ploughing on and see if something clicks? Just feel so shit and sad 😞