My partner of two nearly two years And I are very much in love. We've come through a hellish two months where he has been diagnosed with a life limiting illness .
Up to this we have always said that we'll move in together when our kids have fled the nest. We have long
Term plans.
I still want this. I don't want to blend families or have him move in with my
Kids . They have been through so much since their dad leftthree years ago and are still not 100% recovered.
I see my partner eow and a day or two on alternate weeks as we live far away from
Each other. This suits perfectly.
We spoke the other day about marriage. I'm not too sure about marriage anymore. I love my partner and kids of
Course but love my own home, space and time.
He does too although we've seen each other every single day since he got sick.
He said that he Believes in marriage and would marry again. I asked him if he thought we would ever get married.. just in general chit chat and he said who knows.
Not in a mean or nasty way but it was a casual conversation.
I Feel the same so why do I feel a little out of sorts ?
Fwiw we were having a fun convo last week and he said 'let's get married!'
I said' let's not! '
It was fun but twice, jokingly he has said he won't Be asking again.
Thoughts please ?