Hi all, it’s been 3 years and my divorce has come through. Controlling ex, cheating etc. still in my life as co-parent but getting there. I have had a couple of situationships in the interim, both with guys I did not have a spark with, was kind of ‘safe’ as I knew I wouldn’t get hurt. Mean on them. I know, but I was always honest. Was casual but exclusive and when I realised they wanted more I ended it. However, I’ve been single now for 6 months and I want to try dating again. I don’t want heavy but I genuinely want to look for my ‘person’. Went on dating apps again chatted to a few, met a couple but no one gave me that ‘spark’. I’ve now matched with someone and it’s really early days, we have messaged, video called and definitely have that ‘spark’ (well for me). I’ve not had that in a very long time. However, he isn’t after anything heavy either as he has had a bit of a time with his ex and has sole custody of his children and a busy life. However, my issue is, that I can’t stop thinking about him, racing ahead, feel like I’m going crazy and I haven’t even met him other than video call. I do know he checks out (local ish so easy to check) but I'm thinking of jacking it all in because of how I’m feeling and giving up as I’m insecure and hate feeling like this. This makes me sad and depressed. He has done nothing other than be normal. It’s all me, what is wrong with me! Any advice 😔