I've posted about my situation on her recently.
I will start by saying I have one child whom I am eternally grateful for and I know I'm so lucky to have him when there are people who cant have any children.
Back story... 1month ago i found out that my not so " dear" husband is knocking off a woman from work...I ended the relationship and he didn't want to try and make it work anyway, I'm still totally bereft, it seems to be getting worse not better. When will it end?! I'm doing " grey rock" only time i see him is when he picks up DC, he doesnt txt or ring DC ( boils my piss)
Anyway....I Got pregnant after 6 months ttc, Mc at 8 weeks ttc another 13 months after that not one positive test.
Im totally gutted that my chance to have another child is gone and im really stuggling to accept it. I feel like at 37 with no partner that I've pretty much missed my opportunity to have another baby. People say there’s still time but realistically time isn't on my side especially as we struggled ttc and my age. I honestly can't get my head around it at all.
I'm grieving so badly about it all but particularley about another baby. Its like I'm grieving my past, my future and grieving the loss of ttc all at once.
I've been referred for counselling which will start in few weeks as there is a waiting list.
I don’t know why I’m posting I feel abit pathetic but the desire to have no2 is still very much alive and I'm just bereft.
Just putting it put there....