I’m a first time mum, my little one is 18 months old. I’ve always suffered with mental health problems but lately it’s been really bad. My confidence is in pieces, I’ve started avoided leaving the house and sometimes, despite how blessed I know I am with my son, I feel like giving up.
im in a relationship but it’s not great. He says that my mental health problems are boring, he’s fed up of me being anxious. I’m always being called a looney, saying I’m like characters off the TV or movies that we watch that are messed up. He says I’m boring, that I’m getting fatter by the day, that I’m always miserable, and that if I don’t sort myself out I’ll put it on my son and make him sick too.
im on medication and most of the time I feel ok, but lately the problems in my relationship are really getting to me and I literally feel like my head is broken.
anyone else feel like this? I feel so alone.