What is wrong with me?

[CreatingHavoc]

I've been waiting a long time for my current relationship to be properly over and for my partner to move out but now that he finally is doing next week I'm suddenly finding myself wanting to be affectionate towards him and to be intimate with him. We've not been together in the proper sense for months, I've not wanted anything physical as the relationship is over. But now I'm feeling this huge urge to be with him intimately now that I'm not supposed to!
Our relationship is beyond repair so we are definitely over in that respect but why am I suddenly wanting to have sex with hkm again?! I've not even been attracted him properly for ages! It's driving me mad.

It's a closure thing. Better to resist though. It'll pass.

Op weeks after my ex husband walked out he came round to collect some things. We ended up snogging. SNOGGING FFS! . It was the final hurrah and soon past thank God. I feel sick just thinking about it now though 🤣
It'll pass don't worry. Let him leave then see how you feel.

Thanks, I'm glad it's not just me who this happens to. We are still sharing a bed because there's nowhere else for him to sleep and last night he held my hand in his sleep (I think he was asleep anyway) and I felt so sad and upset that it's really the end. It is for the best though. After months of being annoyed and resenting him I'm now sad and pining for him. It's ridiculous!