8 years ago I broke up from a relationship that I was in for 3 years with a girl who I was madly in love with, things were going well but I noticed she slowly started to lose interest so when we talked about it we decided to break up as things were fizzing out. We did stay in touch afterwards and around 8 months later she starting being close to me again but then I saw her with another guy and asked her what's going on, she then said that she moved on and didn't know how to tell me. I was annoyed that she was being close to me and that she moved on and the same time.
So I stopped talking to her although I still kept her number and on social media, fast forward 2 years later the guy that she was with ended up cheating on her. I only knew because she always seemed down when posting on social media so I asked her if she's okay, after that she seemed like she had really changed and she even apologised to me for the way she left and she even asked why I didn't hate her for moving on the way she did. I explained to her that I was hurt but it's hard to hate someone who gave you a lot to remember.
She started being close to me again but a few months later I asked her if anything would ever happen between us, she immediately shut me down and said no and then she denied being close to me before that so at that point i said I no longer want to be in touch with her as I feel like I'm never going to move on while I'm around
her because I still had feelings for her and wanted to move on, she said that's its heartbreaking that it's come to this but she completely understand my need to move on and so she wished me will and we went our separate ways.
She did add me on social media 3 years after we lost touch but I removed her after a few days as I tried to stay away from her as I was still healing, I then found out she got engaged around 6 months after that. In that time I was in another relationship which turned toxic so I left that and now I'm single. My ex however (my first love) did end up getting married but now I have found out she has got divorced recently about 6 months ago I think.
I am guessing she's single now if the divorce is fresh, I know its a long shot but she was my first love and I never really forgot about her, even though we haven't been in touch for years do you think there could still be a chance for us to be together again or is it not worth pursuing? I've been thinking about her a lot and do feel a lot stronger than I did the last time we spoke.
Should I try to get in touch with her again or do you think its not worth it?