Right i dont even know where start.... we were happy like......genuinely happy!!!!or so i thought totaly didn't see it coming!! Cheated on me,had unprotected sex with her, in love with her but it really is a more horrible twisted mess than i can type. Threw him out and now hes cold just keeps saying the love has gone, no care no love there is nothing. Hes cutting me off emotionally he doesn't even care for me qs the motherof his child. I've had to ring him to get him to ask how his own child is. When i ask him anything he's just saying....I've told you this..the love had gone! Wtf...everyone is reeling hes had eveybody fooled. I dont understand how on earth he could act so normal and keep that lie going, we were ttc no 2. Im bereft and he isn't bothered at all, wont give me a strait answere as to how long hes not loved me for at all. Cut me off, keeps saying sorry but its sorry about not ending it sooner not sorry for breaking your heart!!! Hes no where near sorry for the devastation he's caused Theres no genuine remorse, the man i thought i knew would of come back begging for forgiveness ect but NOTHING. Everyone keeps telling me he's going to come crawling back when he realises but he won't.... he feels nothing at all. I dont want him back but everyone was the other half to at least appear genuine or to get the satisfaction of telling them to fuck off.
He's not with her, she doesn't want him either as we have talked and he started their relationship on a lie so he was basicaly it was all for nothing . She's been very forthcoming with info, he told everyone at work we were seperated and staying in the house to co parent! Wtf!!! Double life!!!!. I'm cut to my core i don't know who ive been living with, im not wearing rose tinited specs we were so so happy! I'm floored!
There is way more details but too much to type so these are the highlights.
I want to stay in the house but he's mentioned selling it! we've only been here 9 months and me and dc have no where to go!
What do i do next??