Where can I get some help?

[thecatsarecrazy]

Apologies if this is the wrong place but I could really do with some advice.
I will try to keep it brief but I really feel like I need some kind of therapy, someone to talk to.
In recent years I have been getting involved with toxic men. Think narcissists, control freaks, drug users. But instead of telling them to fuck off I get drawn to them. The latest ive known for less than 2 months. The First time we spoke he blocked me, but instead of me blocking him back I asked him why? He's toxic, and he's blocked me several times then came back.
I keep torturing myself and almost like I'm deliberately making myself hurt. My dad died last year and I feel like I've not properly morned him. He would be so disappointed in my behaviour. I even lent this guy money and now he's ignoring me surprise surprise. Where can I get help?

Start with your GP, they should be able to refer you for some counselling which may help you to work out what needs to change.

To get help grieving for your dad you could contact Cruse www.cruse.org.uk/ for grief counselling.

Maybe give dating a break while you recover from the crap men and deal with losing your dad. Focus on getting yourself into a better headspace.

All the best.