Husband (52yo) had severe stroke 24 months ago and has been left significantly disabled, paralysed down right side, cannot use a toilet/commode, Nil by mouth, lost the ability to speak - to name but a few of the awful tragedies that have happened to him. He has 24/7 care here at home as we were told he was approaching end of life within weeks last year but, he has rallied since being discharged from a nursing home about 4 months ago.
I am ashamed to admit that I no longer love him. I only feel pity when I look at him. We did have a very physical and loving marriage before it happened and I miss him and that intimacy so very much. The loneliness is crushing, even though he is physically still here. I am utterly confused, filled with sadness and resentment at the loss of my wonderful husband.
Has anyone else been in a similar situation?