On good Friday during a blazing row both agreed the marriage is over. Haven’t spoken since other than me receiving more verbal abuse.
we have 3 young children. I can’t leave and he won’t leave as we can’t afford alone. My mum offered me to move there with the kids but their primary school is 20 miles away and they like being at home.
below is my list and I am struggling with how to cope having to be around this person. I also am struggling with how to let go of hoping to get an apology which I never will.
Want to open up to close friends but they would be shocked and I think this would make me more upset right now.
Said to me:
Fucking prick multiple times
I fucking hate you
I can’t stand you
I would have left ages ago if it wasn’t for the kids
Don’t know how to treat a man
Fridged bitch
Rages
want to find a new girlfriend who can satisfy me
No apology for texting another woman flirtatiously- tried to brush it off as nothing
No apology for smashing my work iPad in anger when I called his sister to expose his behaviour.
Lazy in the mornings only deals with children late in the day when has to.
Slept in bed while I play with kids at weekends after he has not seen them all week while working.
Too harsh and obsessed with minor things eg curtains left open and the light on
Doesn’t want to socialise together & blamed this on me for being “annoying”
Zero communication about issues, tried to talks previously earlier in marriage and just got ignored for Netflix