I left my abusive partner in the summer. I've been living with family since. I know everyone around me is being supportive and looking out for me but in between this I still feel like I'm being controlled. I'm hoping to move out in the next few months but I honestly can see it going tits up. I feel like I have lost all control and everyone else is pulling my puppet strings now. I know this isn't the case but I constantly feel accountable to someone else. I know I'm being unreasonable but is this normal for people who have experienced abuse and are coming out the other side?
I just want to feel peace and calm instead of this increasing anxiety I have. I'm snappy and I just want to run away from it all.