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Cantstopcrying99 · 08/04/2022 20:00

Me and my partner of (only) 3 years have had to call it a day. Well I have. We've had everything thrown at us in our short relationship and neither of us can cope anymore. Its been traumatic and exhausting. We've had constant crap from both our exes involving our children. His ex has been particularly controlling and manipulative. We've loved each other, tried protect each other from the worst but it's led us both to have depression in various forms. I am drained. I cant stop crying tonight. I cant go on knowing it could be like this for many years more. Ive had to end it. I'm totally heartbroken and cant stop crying but I have my son upstairs who adores him and I cant bring myself to tell him its over. I just need stop crying, I feel such loss

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Cantstopcrying99 · 08/04/2022 20:23

I feel like its all been such a waste of time. Always waiting for things to calm down and be normal. I still think he's amazing andi still live him so much. I just cant take the constant drama anymore.

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Cantstopcrying99 · 08/04/2022 20:24

Love*

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NameGoesHere · 09/04/2022 06:52

It’s going to hurt now but it will get better. Sounds like you made the right decision.

GeneLovesJezebel · 09/04/2022 07:09

You deserve to live without the hassle. Concentrate on you and your child for now. It’s so important to be able to be alone, to not need a partner.

Cantstopcrying99 · 09/04/2022 19:15

Thank you for hearing me and your words of support.
I cried to sleep last night then had to work all day so tired now. I wish life wasnt so full of pain. I know i'll feelbetterone day and I am quite happy to be single. I was single for 2 years before we met and very content. I just know we'd be happy if it wasn't for all the outside drama and interference. We've tried so hard to deal with it/ ignore it / roll with it. Its hardest because I still very much love him, and him me

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