I’ve had a rough few weeks for various reasons such as mental health. DP admitted my anxiety and recent adhd diagnosis has taken its toll on him - he’s been so supportive but quite frankly I’ve been a mess, very insecure etc. He said he’d never leave me and wants to stick by me as he just wants to see me happy, but it’s drained him. I’ve agreed to get professional help and taken responsibility, and we seem to be moving forward. Genuinely he’s been so so supportive and loving, does his very best. As a result of him saying he’s been drained though (and to be honest I have been HARD work and surprised he’s still here) I’m now paranoid he loves me less (he always denies this)!
We’re going away tomorrow night which will be amazing and I was going to spend tonight packing and having a film night with DP (we don’t live together). My friend has texted asking if I want to go to a local gig.
I told DP this and he said I should definitely go, for a girls night, said he’d love to come but feels it should be just me and the girls. He said he wants me to go out, enjoy myself, dress up and said he’s excited for me to come home. He even said he’d give me money towards a drink (as I’m quite skint atm as I was on sick leave) and will pick me up after.
I said he seemed quite keen for me to leave and he said “i’m not keen babe I just want you to be happy, and being out might do you some good 🥰 I value the time you get with your mates and I’ll be excited for you to come home after”.
Please someone knock some sense into me! My stupid paranoid brain tells me he wants rid of me and to spend less time with me.
This is lovely behaviour right?? Someone healthy and loving???