I've just been told that I have an underactive thyroid which certainly explains a lot of the way I've been feeling, I have to go to the doctors next week to find out what medication I'll need. This has been praying on mind because I really can't take tablets and now I'll have to for the rest of my life, I'll also have to stop drinking, cut down on the chocolate and generally change my diet totally. Dp has been away all week which has contributed to the general depression I've been feeling, I had to have an ecg yesterday. Anyway he came back today and he had to look after ds while I went to the hairdressers. I had really been looking forward to the hairdressers as I was having all the grey bits coloured and its relaxing. When I got back he was in a bad mood because ds hadn't wanted to get back in the car to come home from the soft play, dp took one look and moaned that I had had it cut (hello I had been to the hairdressers thats the general idea isn't it?!). There were no compliments just a tirade about how ds had played up, how his back was hurting, about how tired he was and that he wasn't feeling very well. When I told him why I was p**d off at him he just said we hadn't anything to talk about. Needless to say I feel quite upset by this, he has been away all week and he knows how I am with my health (I worry a lot about being ill I put it down to my mother dying so young). Sorry to bother you all with this but I just thought I should take a step back to see if I was over reacting. Thanks for listening.
Megg