I've split from my ex partner of 9 years and we have 2 children together. He's recently moved on to another girl and they're now official. I'm absolutely broken and finding it hard to function I can't eat sleep or concentrate. all I do is zone out and cry. All I want to do is stay in bed and just hide. I have suicidal thoughts but won't act on them for the sake of my children. I'm really struggling and need help :( doesn't help that he doesn't even care.